Guess what LJ? I'm still walking among the living! how cool is that?
so, how have you been? me, i'm good. i'm at a pretty happy place in my life right now, everything is going well :) just the usual worries and stresses that generally hangs around one whom has a household/car/money-draining-enterprise to run, looking for work and mining for fish.
oh, i still have my job, its just soooooo fucking boring!!! i need something to utilize my braaaaaiiin.
Guy and I are going well :) i fall more in love with him each day <3 unless he's being a poo head :P we'll get married one day. i just gotta get skinny first, no fat brides here, no sir.
Speaking of that, i've got my first appointment with the surgeon who is hopefully going to be performing my operation (Gastric Bypass) this monday in Melbourne. Hooray!
I'm going to be in Melbourne from the 22nd till the 26th :) yay for little holiday. in that time i will be going to see Opeth!!! I am very excited about this, it will be my second time seeing them live :)
I have found a new/old love in music, i've felt very strongly about this genre for a very long time but i'm only just really absorbing myself into it now. Trance/Dance aka E.D.M (Electronic Dance Music). Right now i am so in love with Rafael Frost, you really have no idea. Ferry Corsten, Tiesto, Armin Van Buuren, Paul Van Dyk, Cosmic Gate, Tomcraft, tyDi... i love you all. This music is amazing... aahhhhh i'm so higggghhhh LOOOOOL *Raves* Ferry Corsten and Rafael Frost need to make more musical babies, because those little fuckers get on the god damned treadmill and power my world lol (listening to Shelter Me ((Rafael Frost Remix)) by Ferry Corsten, it's wonderful)
Ahem... now back to stuff.
No, i think that will be enough for now, i've just lost all ambition to blab on now :) i'll go back to lolling at Ferry Corsten and Armin Van Buuren's voices on A State Of Trance, they have funny/cute accents XD
Love to you all my wonderful people <3 may the music guide guide you and that cats be with you

wheeee!!! FINALLY mum is coming to Tassie ^_^ excited X3 she's coming down for her birfday in september :)

FUCK YOU RUDD!!! WHERE'S MY FUCKING MONEY YOU CUNT???!

Hello LJ, it's been a while how are you? how have things been?

i'm occuring, finally got my reference letter to the surgeon in Adelaide (if you know what i'm talking about, then kittens, i don't care to indulge further). going to be occuring there sometime in the future... not for a long stay though, which is lame, but oh well, i can't afford any time off work right now unfortunately.

i'm going to uni next year, Computer Science, finally going to do something useful with my life. could be good. will finally be able to get a job i care about.
am i crazy for quitting my job and going to uni in this time of economic crisis? maybe. but for my sanity, i don't think so.

its amusing that i said i can't afford time off work, but i'm quitting my job.

my house is occuring, i have a lawn and all. there's even mushrooms growing on it (not the good kind). my kitten is fluffy and cute.

i've lost weight apparently. everyone keeps commenting on it, but i don't care to weigh myself. i think it'd just make me more depressed.

life is life, sometimes shiny, sometimes not. been having trouble sleeping because i've been indulging myself with the 420 a bit more than i should. should have broken the cycle now, seem to be able to get to sleep a little easier at night. been having restless mind thing... thinking about too much before bed and getting into a flap about it.
Went to my doc, failed to mention i need a shrink. getting my Implanon out this thursday. scary.

my car is broken. again. still. whatever. steering is getting worse. need to get that re-bushed when i can afford it.
lol...

don't wanna go to work tonight. feel liek lame.
feeling sad, cold and depressed. waiting for a phone call from a friend.

thus is life

i lol'd

So, it's been a little while since we've seen each other internets, what has been occuring?

i've finally fully moved into my new haus ^__^ it is shiny and woot and oresum :) i love it here, it's so quiet and peaceful and i don't have any psycho neighbors any more, i mean, i can finally watch TV shows at decent volume and even play music while i make dinner! it's great XD

i have been working, which is laaaame, i worked out at the Glenorchy store last night, oh man, i almost died it was so boring. i seriously could have gone to sleep and no one would have cared.

ummm... really nothing out of the ordinary to report...

OH.
I've been after a song for YEARS, it's a mish mash of Zombie Nation by Kernkraft 400 and something else. it's called "Take Me Up The Zombie" and for damned serious, the only people who seem to know it exists is Fresh FM, but i doubt they're going to give me a copy :(

blllllaaaaargh, i wanted to sleep in today :( but i woke up. laaaame

INTERNETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MY CAT

GUY AND I GOT A NEW HAUS ^______________^

signing lease tomorrow and packing up and moving to Lindisfarne :) yaaaaaaaayyyyyyy!! this moment is extremely long overdue XD

dear journal, today sucked.

that is all

i can't find my old theme anywhere and i need it to upgrade to Service Pack 3... i got it off Stylexp about 2 years ago...

does anyone know what it is? (winamp isn't part of the theme, just a nice skin i found that looks like it belongs)

( Theme Here )
also, pics of my new shiny computer FINALLY when i find the cable for my camera or can be arsed getting out the laptop XD

I are back home nao, for those of you who didn't know i went on holidays to South Australia for Christmas.
my holidays were mostly uneventful, which was wonderful XD i needed to just sit back and relax sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad.
it was oresum to see Danafase and Kymfase again :D i miss them both already :( <333
Christmas itself was a good day, saw some of my family that i hadn't seen in years and then went out to a BBQ and got shit faced XD
came down with a mild form of Gastro (i think) and have been ill for days, it completely ruined my night yesterday at the Taste of Tasmania. Guy's mum had bought us all tickets as part of a Christmas prezint, you only need tickets for newyears eve and all tables are booked in advance. it's a huge fooding event, all of the best food places in Tasmania converge down on the docks... anyways, it's a huuuuge event. lots of people, lots of food. i had to leave after the 9.30pm fire works, the smell of the food and all the people was just so overwhelming. i felt so bad for leaving but everyone understood. it was nice to see Guy's brother Robin again and finally meet his girlfriend Tiffany (she was lovely, i was just so out of it i could barely talk to her).
had some drama at the airport, missed my flight because Qantas are lame and somehow ended up with a free Business Class flight on Virgin Blue XD

all in all a good Christmas, apart from drama with airport and being sick. i think i'm on the mend now though... well, i better be, i have to work tomorrow :( laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmeeee
managed to eat 3 small meals today though, which is the most i've eaten in like, 4 days XD

anyways, all is occuring well, i exist. sorry if this entry didn't make much sense, i'm still a bit meh from being sick, my existance is really fuzzy

Go to www. urbandictionary. com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the FIRST definition it gives you.


1) Your name?
shan

Unfair, harsh, extreme, an injustice, a travesty, unreasonable. Word used mainly by neds from Scotland.

"It was pure shan that the polis took ma babycham oaf me."

2) Your age?
23

The greatest number of all time.

Reasons why: It is...

1. a prime number, as are 2 and 3.
2. Michael Jordan's number.
3. the NBA record for most consecutive points scored by a single player in a game, done by none other than Michael Jordan.
4. the number of chromosomes in a human sperm or egg.
5. the angle between the earth's magnetic and rotational axis.
6. the Tropic of Cancer at 23 degrees N Latitude.
7. the Tropic of Capricorn at 23 degrees S Latitude.
8. a .com and the page is very cryptic.
9. the most quoted Psalm in the bible ("The Lord is my shepherd..."
10. the number of people executed in "A Tale of Two Cities"
11. the smallest number of people for which there is at least a 50% chance that two will share the same birthday.
12. the standard TCP/IP port for Telnet.
13. one of the "Lost" numbers on the television show....also the sum of two of the other numbers (8 & 15)and the solution to 42-15-4=23, all of which are also Lost numbers.
14. the number of times Caesar was stabbed in Shakespeare's Julius Caesar.
15. has been prominently featured in the following: Serendipity, Futurama, Star Wars A New Hope, Monty Python The Life of Brian, Seinfeld, The Big Lebowski, The Matrix Reloaded, and Die Hard III among MANY MANY other movies.
16. the number of flavors Dr. Pepper claims to be a blend of.
17. the number of distinct orientations of Tetris pieces.
18. the sum of U2, the greatest band ever. U is the 21st letter of the alphabet.
19. the number of letters in the latin alphabet.
20. the number of the Illuminati.
21. the letter W in the english alphabet, a letter with 2 points down and 3 points up.
22. the smallest number of integer sided boxes that tile a box such that no two boxes share a common length.
23. the only US president to serve between nonconsecutive terms of another president (23rd president Benjamin Harrison serving between Grover Cleveland's terms).
Michael Jordan IS number 23. Be like Mike.

3) One of your friends?
Dana

Can be used as a uni-sex name & is by far the coolest person you will ever meet. Dana is fun, caring and great to be around.
Yep, that's Dana for you.

4) What should you be doing?
Audio Surf

A PC game hosted by Steam in which the player chooses a song from either the "audio surf radio" or their own music library. The game Analyzes the tempo, beat and rhythm within the song and creates s long track in which some sort of vehicle is controlled by the player.
The goal is to either 1.) get three or more blocks from the track in one of their Three columns. 2.) gather 3 or more Blocks from the track, but in this mode there are multiple colors.
Note: the non multi colored games are called "mono" mode and only one color can be obtained from the track.
Your vehicle moves along witht he track as your song plays.
Dude 1:Oh dude you hafta check out Audio Surf!
Dude 2: Oh snap! Where do I find it?
Dude 1: its hosted by steam and there's a demo. It costs $9.95 to buy the full version
Dude 2: aww screw that I'll just download the torrent version instead!


5) Favorite Food?
cheesecake

1. A dessert pie with filling made from soft cheese such as ricotta, Philadelphia or farmer's cheese. Commonly lemon or vanilla flavored, baked without top crust and often topped with fruit. (Technically a pie, not a cake, since it is unleavened and contains little or no flour)


6) Hometown?
Hobart

Actally Hobart is a city in Tasmania. Tasmaina is a small state of Australia that is and Island on the east side of the country.
If you go to Hobart you will see people running around with 2 heads that are called Tasmanians.


7) Middle name?
Lee

When used in the context of an Australian Male, the Term/Name "Lee" denotes awesomeness, In 1842 a great man predicted that all males named "Lee" in the year 1987 shall become 'King of the World' upon their 20th birthday.



8 ) Car you drive?
FORD

1. A company that produces motor vehicles
2. A brand of motor vehicle

Ford was the first company to pioneer mass production, and thus lower prices enough for the middle-class to afford them. In this way the company became a symbol of americanism and effectivity, and a common target of antiamericans and anticapitalists.

I am working for Ford.

I am driving a Ford.

9) Last person you text?
Liam 537 up, 169 down love ithate it

Liam aka P.I.M.P

Often found with bitches and a pimping stick with a gold handle.
"I once saw this guy dressed in a cape with a golden cane. He was like a fucking shepherd, with hundreds of bitches swinging of his cock. They were all screaming somthing that sounded like liam! But it could have been heaven? The bitches were touching his cape and getting backhands left right and center. Now thats a PIMP if I ever saw one"


10) Your last name?
Tennant

to have hot passionate bumsex (verb)
'i am going to tennant you'

(i'm sorry.... but WHAT THE FUCK???? XDXD)

I'm a shit friend and i'm going to die of cancer

good.

so I thought it was about time that I did an update, so I will seeing as live journal just isn't living up to it's reputation for me as of late.
Where to begin?
Its scary you know? I'm going to be 23 in a few days. Question: What have I done with my life? Answer: nothing. This disturbs me greatly. People are getting married, having babies, holding down good jobs and studying at uni to GET good jobs.
Me? Still working at a shitty petrol station, killing what little brain cells I might have had slowly with the fumes that constantly permiate the shop. I hate this place, it's ruinining my sanity.
Sure I have good things, I have a fiancé, I have my own car, I have money... But I don't really have happiness.
To be honest, I'll have happiness when I finally get rid of this hatred I have for myself. If I saw myself in the street, I'd tell me to die.
For the record, police suck.
As do shitty exes that you never want to see again that turn up to night clubs when you're threre, get their friends to threaten your friends and set everyone on edge for the night.
I'm over this existance.

I BROKE IT!!! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLL

" Human: you need to smoke moar
ALICE: I'll try to get around it.
Human: it'll make you wicked man
ALICE: That is only what you think.
Human: na, it'll make you heaps good
ALICE: Are you serious? I have to think about that for a while.
Human: serious, you'll trip balls
ALICE: My brain uses AIML to format responses to your inputs, but I don't have one for that. "

huuuuur

i'm wasted

this music is so fucking good, i recommend you all download it, for srs. it's... shiny

oh damn, i wish i was baked just now. i was tripping balls watching this shit and i'm straight!

NSFW

why the fuck are people such untrustworthy cunts? I'm gonna kill some bitches >:-(

R.I.P Richard Wright, you will be missed and mourned for all eternity

Tra la la no one cares about me, my oppinion or my existence, so I don't know why I bother anymore.

Goobye cruel world

oh man... Voyage 34 is making me trip balls

is this trip... really necessary?